Today is here again. April 7th, a spring day of renewal and rebirth. The flowers have started to blossom, leaves are filling up the sky above, and the song birds are back. It’s a beautiful day in Toronto, my home for the past five years.


Time numbs the pain, but this wound will never heal. I’ve come to accept that truth, finally. I no longer focus on all the “lasts” we shared and instead I envolope myself in all the firsts. The first day I was a father, her first steps, first words, first day of school. The first time she ran into my arms and held me tight.

I’m grateful to have spent a few short years of my life with you Rae. I miss you terribly but take comfort in knowing the stardust you became is all around me.

I love you Peanut ❤️